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Haha before i go and bath and study SOCIAL STUDIES...hmmm guess i'll grab some time blogging here then...

Okiez..first of all been studying quite..."Diligently..." Yeah...haha

K gonna go Mr Ng Hoon Hong's house to study wif Bai Kun, Chuun Hong and Michelle. Later on probably gonna continue to study Social Studies...i really hafta focus on my humanities...haha coz it's a NO CHOICE subject...haiz...

Yeah...and i found out that i'm becoming like Si Han le...haha...more and more zi lian le...haha see Si Han i advertise u leh..dun say me as a friend nv mention u in my blog...see see...haha i know u're my no. 1 fan...haha...no need to be shy = )

Yeah lohz...so nowadays been studying non-stop...shld be lahz...haha the most is that the rest of the time i'll be watching tv...

Yeah and i can't wait for the activities after my O...wheeeee
1. Ng's Chalet
2. CO Chalet
3. JLPT 3
4. Kayaking 3 stars
5. 5x8km expedition
6. Wind-surfing course
7. Sailing course
8. Modern dance class (if any)
9. oversea wif family
10. PROM NIGHT
11. SHOPPING
12. SUN-TANNING at Sentosa
13. Last but not least, and most recent YTPR GATHERING

so i muz really really really study hard so that i can enjoy myself wif those activities i've planned...haha

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Monday, October 31, 2005

Yea as usual today got CO practice..so went up and visit them...and had a little chat wif shen lao shi...yea...haha and to listen to Emily's lame JOKE...-.- SUPER DUPER LAME lehz...i tot is a real thing....until the end, niang and me STAN TIO...no comment lohz....then we juz walked away.... -_- diaox..

Aniway...yea then haiz...i told my mum about the church camp....-_-# MY MUM DOESN'T LET ME GO...wat the....she told me i can go when i asked her can i go for the camp from 5 dec to 9 dec...now she's telling me i can't go....WAPIANG...how can i answer my frenz...everytime like that lohz....she's always de wan making me a bad person in front of my friends....not the first time lohz... and u know why she doesn't let me go....is becoz she tot is staying over for one nite -_- WAT CRAP lohz...cummon lahz where got camp only stay for one night...NO LINK lohz...see i'm like a bad person lohz...a person who breaks promise...and i hate this kind of person...now i'm like hating myself lohz...WAT CRAP...is always her lohz...

That time i promised zhi yi i'll go her house and study aft my jap lesson...then when i was about to go her house...my mum called me up to fetch my mei from her tuition class....WAT!!! juz becoz she needs to cook and can't pick her up....then ask me to wait for her...coz initially her lesson ends at 4pm...juz becoz my mum wants her to stay back to finish her hw...so dunno wat time she'll finish..so ask me to wait for her and then bring her home...-.- see i'm so like a bad person lohz....PIANG....good lahz....i'm a promise breaker...thanks so much...how can i face everyone...i'm like telling people how my family's upbringing is....LIKE SHIT....promise breaker...piang lohz...

So ...she doesn't let me go...ended up QUARRELLING lohz....then no matter wat she still doesn't let me go...fine lahz...then i was so furious, i crushed the paper and went back to my room...yea it sounds like i'm in the fault...for being disrespectful...but...isn't her reason for not letting me go sound ridiculous...juz becoz she tot is staying over for one night...WAT CRAP lohz...NO LINK...totally....so no choice i juz smsed hui min and michelle to apologise to them...

GOOD i'm the bad person for all these years...THANKS SO MUCH....

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Thursday, October 27, 2005

Tml's physics practical..that's wat i'm afraid of...haiz...sianz PHYSICS lehz...sure fail liao...haiz haiz haiz...

Yea...this afternoon Mr Desmond haf a little chat wif us...haha telling us all the CME stuff..and yea still the same...as humorous as usual...and yea....the funniest thing is that he even went in to the staff room to print out the photo that he won RONNIE GOH during sports day...lol...damn funny lohz...haha then i was late for Piano lesson...haha

Yea...then Mr Sayson, my piano teacher taught me the different transition of LOVE STORY... my favourite song...yea the song that Mr Jeffrey Ang, my guitar teacher taught the class....that's a very very VERY NICE song...i like that song very much..haha

Hmm...yea...then i came back school to study lahz...then i only saw a bunch of guys there...dotx...i'm the only girl there...yea then we were chit-chatting lohz...haha so no mood to study at all..CHAM...haven't do my english hw...haha haven't even finish writing the letter for other juniors...sianz...burn mid-night oil liao....haha...

Hmm...Mr Wong is getting cuter le...haha damn lame lohz...yea then i manage to peep the COCM list...hmm...so i know who's the next chair and vice-chair....haha...first CO student to know...haha....juz hope these people will not destroy the whole CO...muz come back often to see whether they're ok or not...haha...

Aniway...to whoever is reading my blog...i wish u all the best for everything k? yea yea...wish me too...haha to pass all my subjects...

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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Haiz..toking abt today's chem practical paper..is totally atroscious...haiz...all i can say is that...i'm prepared to fail manz...i'm damn stupid and silly lohz...haiz...watever lahz...juz hope i won't screwed physics practical up....yeah...thursday...which is the day after...yea...

hmm...i find the song DEEP AND MEANINGLESS in my play list on my blog very nice lehz...haha...yea

Getting very slack each day le...haiz...dunno whether i still can cope or not...so...yea....JIA YOU!!!

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Wahaha...i've finally given up on him...yea...won't think of him that much le...so happy...yea finally can concentrate le...phew...haha...

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Monday, October 24, 2005

Haha...grab some time to blog...yeah so i went to TPJC open house...although there's nth much coz we went there quite late....i still had lots of fun = )

Haha...okiez for the talk ...seriously...i dun understand wat the person's toking abt...aniway it's aft i ask her qns then i understand wat she's toking about...haha

Then went to CO room to visit my seniors...oya wif Dixon..haha yeah...then had a fun time there...joking and crapping...yeah and chang yu papa even taught me qing tian in zhong ruan..so fun...haha i still can rmb how to play... = )

Yeah..that's all bah...all i wanna say is that...yeah i decided to go TPJC...my choice...haha...MJC...too far and the retain rate is too high...so i'll juz stick to my choice...TPJC...

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Friday, October 21, 2005

Okiez...i'm here blogging again...coz....i'm very sadz...i...juz...can't hold it any longer...i feel like crying...

Is...i saw a pic...wif him and a girl...friend lahz...and...i dunno y i juz felt so sad lohz...wat am i doing? i juz...can't control myself...my heart is hurt again...by him...y? y i still like him? i dun understand...i juz wanna cry...i...i...wat happen to me?! haiz...i dun understand...wat am i doing?...i'm so luan now...everytime i tell myself i muz forget him...but after a few secs...i'll think of him...y..!!!

Anyone...can anyone tell me...wat am i going to do?..?? Sorry blog to venge my anger... and sadness bah...haiz...aiya i dunno wat i'm toking abt lahz....haiz...FAN!!!

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Thursday, October 20, 2005

Hmmm...okiez...actually nth much happen...the most is i went to the handphone repariment shop to collect my HP...wahaha....phew...luckily it's not spoiled...or i'll cry manz...haha...but nvm...my mum gonna get me a new phone...haha I GUESS....but i dun want...coz this is my favourite phone ever... = ) my dad bought me de...not bear to throw it away...or sell it...the best phone ever !!!

Yeah..then i went to CO...haha to crapz wif SHEN LAO SHI...as usual..he damn crappy lohz...he said that the no. of fries u ate is equal to the no. of times u smoke...WAT RUBBISH...!!! purposely wanna psycho us...no way man...still say i'll be the first to smoke among my juniors...CRAPZ lohz...i hate smokers to the core lohz....esp when they smoke in front of me...so long they smoke else where i'm fine wif it...BUT ...i can't tolerate ppl smoking in front of me...especially girls...i despise those girls who smoke...so wat lohz...try to act lian or smth...DISGUSTING...sorry but...i really really dun like ppl to smoke...

Well...guess that's all bah...oya..today went back home with shi qi..haha crapz again...then tok abt JC stuff...yeah...then we discussed about wat we're gonna do aft O-level...hmm...i've planned everything le...but...O's not over yet...haha so guess i juz concentrate on my studies first bah..haha...KAMBATEH...!!!

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Thursday, October 20, 2005

okiez...this afternoon we had our english remedial at the AVA room...and yea manage to take wif mdm goh before she left...haha she's so elegant lohz...
Image hosted by Photobucket.com Mdm Goh and I...so sweet like daughter and mother = )

Then went up to the special room to find my juniors and seniors...haha...my seniors...WHOA...especially Eddie, changed a lot!!! Thinner and more shuai...and i think his height increased....AGAIN!!! ARGH....then the first thing they noticed is my white hair...one white hair...haaaaa....i can't believe it.....WHITE HAIR...i'm getting older le...*sniff* aiyooo....see see:

Image hosted by Photobucket.com my white hair...!!!

Image hosted by Photobucket.com Then we took a photo outside the special room...

Later on we went to the fitness corner to chat and took some photos so sweet.... = )
Image hosted by Photobucket.com Niang and Da jie acting cutex...but they're really sweet and cutex = )

Me and Eddie...same height...haha dream on...haha

Hui Min, Eddie, Da Jie and Niang lining up...so cutex...!!!

Me, Niang and Hui Min...the 2 nu ers and niang (short of ying shuang)

Hui Min...where is she looking at? haha...taken by da jie when we're not aware

Image hosted by Photobucket.com Me...sleeping? haha...tired after the chat? haha...taken by da jie too

Niang looking at me or the field? haha....taken by da jie too

Eddie's hand(big) and mine(small)...BIG DIFFERENCE!!!

Ohh....this is where all the boys do their pull-ups test....so ...SHUAI...haha

Image hosted by Photobucket.com Kok Peng and me...my junior di di so cutex...!!!

Image hosted by Photobucket.com Me (lao gong) and Robert (lao po cum junior) taking wedding photo

hei se hui lao da...haha and me...sorry ar...hunch back coz i intended to do a fighting pose haha....

Quite blur actually...Kok Peng,Yu Feng, Robert and me...haha

Yeah..so until 8+ i had my dinner wif Yu Feng and Mr Wong. Yu Feng helped to DA BAO....thanks ar!!...aniway..yeah aft we've eaten, we studied and Mr Wong did his stuff. Manage to take a pic wif him...he's so cutex!!! = )
Image hosted by Photobucket.com Me and Mr Wong...haha he's so cutex!!! Like pri sch kid...SO CUTEX!!! haha....Mr Wong very cutex!!!

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Haha...had a wonderful day today...BEST DAY EVERY IN MY WHOLE SECONADRY SCHOOL LIFE IN PASIR RIS SECONDARY SCHOOL

Firstly in the morning we had math mock test...haiz...okiez lahz...50/80..finally pass le...but that was not i was expecting...it's all becoz of that stupid a^2 and b^2...confused me...haiz...it's easy..but tedious...haiz...until i lazy to do...sianz...it seems like my permutation and combination sux...!!! haiz...always can't score well for that section...

Anyway...aft that we waited to pay the payment for prom night...yea...we waited...and waited...there's no teacher....so...we went to haf our lunch...and come back and pay later....-.-

NO MORE ACCEPTANCE OF PAYMENT AFTER 1PM....WAT!!! she didn't tell us...juz said monday is the latest -.- k...so we can't go..alright..NO...THEY CAN'T DO THAT TO US...so we went to look for her for a zillion times...okie lahz...2 or 3 or 4...times...finally managed to pursuade her...phew...then after i made the payment...i helped the rest too..coz the rest don't dare to approach her aft all the troubles we've caused...but nvm...juz pay lahz..i'm so sorry mrs Ranjit if u're reading this...which...is impossible...haiz...still feel guilty abt it...but there're really a lot of ppl going...didn't want to be disappointed and so are the rest....so juz try our luck...phew..finally..

But Ms Ang was not happy abt it..coz i kept going in and out of the HOD room....so she counselled me...haiz...see lahz...hao ren mei hao bao so sadz..haiz...but i almost cried...coz she told me that i muz study and not doing all this nonsense...NONSENSE...cummon PROM NIGHT is the one that motivate me...haha...yea lahz...

Aniway...aft that i did my english compre...yea yea...then went arnd the sch taking photo....wanna see?....here

Image hosted by Photobucket.com The Garden outside our sci lab

The rooftop...view from our classroom

The flight of stairs we always climb from 1st floor to 4th floor

Front view of our classroom 4e7

Our noticeboard at the back of our 4e7 classroom

Our teachers' pigeon holes

The ancient typed weighing machine

Image hosted by Photobucket.com The benches behind HOD room

The Rifile Range

The garden nxt to the Technical Block

Our Chinese Orchestra Board

The plants outside the library

The garden the links technical block and canteen

The staircase we used to get to the hall...

The BIG CLOCK outside the library

Image hosted by Photobucket.com The computers, tables and chairs in the library

The SANCTUARY...place where i always study (library)

Kk...after that Poh Hui Min, Yan Ting and I went to the Rifile Range as we saw Mr Poh and Mr Desmond Ng went down there...wif a radio?! haha...so we went to check it out...okiez we're so like paparazzi...so...we managed to take a few snap shots on them....here they are....

Image hosted by Photobucket.com Mr Desmond Ng posing...haha

The tables...haha...haiz gonna miss this place

Mr Ng waiting for the ball to come?!

Mr Poh picking the ball...as usual..opps =X

Now Mr Poh...that's the spirit

Alright...so Ms Melinda Lim went down to join in ...haha...She played wif Mr Ng and we played wif Mr Poh...well i can say that we're not good players...haha (juz hope Mr Poh won't read this..haha) yea...so all of us were like playing FLYING BALLS...haha...it's so hilarious...haha imagine a tall guy playing wif some teenage girls...haha...the whole scenario is so funny...

So aft that I went home wif Shiqi...yeah then all the way we were joking wif each other, haha toking abt REKIB celebration...oya....rmb Ms Cheng announced that she will haf ppl to lead some of the ppl to cycle to the temporaily campus? haha....it's gonna be on our 1 year anniversary...gonna be so cool!!! haha....yeah...so long already...1 year le...

Yeah...gonna gonna really miss this place...brought me back lotx of memories looking at the pics we've taken....feel like crying now *sniff sniff* haha...sorry...feeling a bit sedimental here...anyway....tml's CO mentoring so gonna visit the juniors...and i doubt they can read the post now...haha...coz i bet they're all sleeping...yea...so i decided to buy some small gifts for each of them and gonna attach wif a note...so tml gonna be very rush for me...haha...doing last min. work = ) as usual...haha

Anyway gonna wish all the best to all ppl taking O-level examinations....Juniors gonna miss u all aft I graduate... = ) When u ppl need help...can come and find me or call me k? ALL THE BEST ppl.....LAST LAP...LAST LAP..then we can play all we want and PROM NIGHT....!!! yeah...dun forget k?....CHEERZ !!!

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Monday, October 17, 2005

Haha sianz...blogging again...well manage to do A math TYS...haha and yea so far so good...except that i muz memorise how to do completing the square and etc. Yea...

Well this morning receive msg from my kayaking kor kor who is BERNARD...haha yea i'm glad that his gf and him are stable now...haha been worried for him as he kinda consult me for his problem...and i'm so glad i helped him and didn't screw up....haha...yea actually i didn't..i juz taught him how to exactly win her heart and so on so forth...hmm...maybe i can be a match-maker or a love consultant when i grow up....nice job...haha

Well...probably i'll not think of him so often le...yeah niang and jia qing kor kor is rite...when i study...i'll not think of him...haha that's good...but once in a while i'll stil think of him lahz...haha

Yea and i GAINED WEIGHT LE!!! Haha...can see tummy le...opps...so it's time for my SLIMMING PROGRAM LE!!! hahahaha....intensive slimming prog. haha....will slim down in a week...or a few days? haha...no PROBLEM...haha...

Ohh..yea my juniors, emily and mei zhen smsed me to wish me good luck for my O's...they're so cutex!!! haha....how sweet of 'em...still rmb me = ) haha...so gonna visit them on 18 oct which is their CO mentoring practice...haha can discuss our percussion tee at the same time...hopefully i can get it done before nov...so that i can wear to sch and hao lian...haha = ) I'M SO EXCITED!!!!

Oya...PROM NITE...i forgot to ask my parents to sign...oya and $35 haha....PROM NIGHT....can't wait for that....after my O's gonna haf a tight schedule. I'm having quite a no. of gatherings and at the same time...preparing for my Japanese Language Poficiency Test (JLPT 3)...our sensei (teacher) already printed our TYS for us...yea so gonna do 'em while studying for O's...yea i know to u ppl...u mus think i'm insane rite? but no choice...if i'm gonna do 'em aft O...i doubt i haf time already...coz there're really A LOT OF THING to study...haiz...and memorising the vocabulary....haiz....atamaga itai desu ne......SUTORESU DESU!!!

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Sunday, October 16, 2005

Yea my kor kor(jia qing) is rite....i shld find one in jc...and not think of having one now...CORRECT....so STUDY!!! ANYONE WHO IS READING THIS.....STUDY HARD HOR...MUZ DO WELL FOR UR O-LEVEL EXAMINATION....kAmBaTeH !!!

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Sunday, October 16, 2005

Well...as usual attended our post-prelim program...haiz..sianz....but all the teachers are getting LAMER...haha probably as stress as us...

Mr Poh had a bad mood today...quite scary though...haiz....hmm...got 9.5/25 for summary...WAT!!! That's the only summary i can find 20 points...ended up i haf 6 points only....i can't believe it....haiz...but Mr Poh said smth that really makes sense...Wat's the use of cutting the canopy of the forest when u'll lose the whole forest...well can't really rmb...but i think u guys get it rite? means...english is ur L1...once u failed that subject...wat's the use of studying so hard for other subjects...when u can't get into a JC or POLY

Yea make sense...but that's my weakest subject...haiz....

Well and Niang...dun worry i'm sticking wif the JC idea...yea...i'm still going to JC...and it's gonna be TPJC = )

ONG SI HAN....haha...sorry lahz...come come i'll say smth about u...knowing for like 4 yrs in CO and in 3e2+4e7...really find that u're a very very very VERY nice and cutex...really...sometime during silence reading...we will chat non-stop...and exchanging some tips on appearance etc etc...haha and we'll crap wif mdm shamila...for nth? haha...Dun worry si han...we'll visit ur uncle's shop on our prom night k? can doll ourselves up...lol ON AR!!!

Finally made the first step...haha...well kinda worry about him...hopefully he's find and will solve his problem soon...actually it's kinda heart pain to see him looking troubled and sad...haiz...no wonder he's been acting weird. SO QUIET...last time will crap a lot lohz...haiz...i decided le...nxt time muz say Hi whenever i see him..but it's really surprised that he said i actually noticed him when i ask him...hmm...haha...well...i'll wish him all the best and i really hope i can help him...haiz...

I can't deny but i really really REALLY like him a lot...haiz...

Oh yea tml is our last day...haiz...gonna miss the campus and everything. I juz read hailing's blog...yea i rmb...i was the MC for their graduation day...yea and saw them hugging one another crying and shaking hands with the teachers....oh my gosh...dun tell me i'll do the same thing like them...oh no...haiz...i dun want to be so saddist...haiz...

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

Okiez...now M.A.C.H. know who i like liao...clever lahz...especially M...aiyoo..then the rest oso know -.- I NV SAY OUT WHO I LIKE HOR...haiz...anyway...yea lahz...still like him lahz...and like wat H say...when he walk pass me...heart will beat very fast...kkk...

Hmm...about M.A.C.H's friendship....all i can say is that we're getting closer and closer...haha...and they all know i'm very SARCASTIC!!! so...they actually follow my SARCASM CHARACTER....oh well...haha

Hmmm....wat can i say?...STRESS...actually i'm still kinda relax...coz i really dun wanna end up sick like the time when i'm preparing for my prelim examination...anyway...

I got a new plan now...is to GAIN WEIGHT...i dunno why...it juz so sudden..haha...oh well...i shall see myself fat aft O-level...then go and slim down...i know it's kinda awkward but...oh well..i promise miss chiang (YTSS's teacher) to help Dixon wif his sliming programe....haha...so i'll do all the training wif him...YES!!! Another alternative to slim down is H's Church Camp...surely will slim down de...juz nice for PROM NIGHT...haha can't wait for PROM NIGHT...but i wonder if i can get any gown or dress for that...and yea i needa visit the salon to do up my hair...haha...well all i wish for is my hair to grow faster...haha...

M.A.C.H. ROX FOREVER!!!

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Time really flies fast...it's like 5 weeks away to O-level examination. And I'm already 16, 4 yrs of secondary life just gonna end in this way. Seriously, I'm really gonna miss this school, friends esp 4e7 peeps, juniors and all the teachers who've helped us for countless time.

After I had my japanese lesson, it seems like there's so many things to learn, although Japanes Lang is a language, it is not simple. I still rmb Mr Ow got a shocked when i was doing my japanese lang hw, and he told me his children gave up coz they thought it was difficult. Well, to tell u the truth, it is...haiz...with all the polite words and change of grammar so on and so forth...atama ga itai desu ne.

Anyway, i planned my time-table for this week...OH MY GOSH..there's so many thing to do. Guess that life isn't that carefree after all. Nevertheless, life is full of challenges, guess that passing the O-level examination is one of my challenges. All i can say is that, i really dun wanna disappoint my mum and my dad. They worked so hard juz to support me and hope that i can do well academically. Well, again and again i disappointed my mum for failing english and hafta be called to see Mrs Chua. So far, 3 times. It's all becoz of English and Humans. Haiz...i really hope someone can help me in my english and humans. Humans is alright. But when it comes to answering the question, I juz couldn't do well. As for english, it's always paper 2. It's either my summary help me or pull me down. For compre questions, i nv pass. Really...i dunno wat went wrong. Other ppl seem to understand the passage but not me. Haiz...

Whenever i'm online, i will visit hailing's blog to listen the song, I PROMISE by Stacie Orrico. It's really nice and i like the lyrics...although it's repeated for many times, it's still very meaningful.
"I Promise"
Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someoneI promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will

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Saturday, October 08, 2005

Well all i can say is that...the both of us are like...coincidence?? Nv tot of seeing each other...but later...will see each other again and again...hmm....

Sometimes i juz wonder, y are guys so hard to understand...really...i still dunno wat he's thinking...still avoiding me or smth...haiz...i really dunno

I really hope someone can juz tell me...it's really disheartening lohz...haiz...so near yet so far...that's me and him...haiz.... SO NEAR YET SO FAR

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Friday, October 07, 2005

Haiz...getting sianz nowadays..it's always hw, studying, revision etc etc...haaaa i still got japanese lang hw lehz... die haven't touch leh....then haven't practise my violin, guitar and piano...die oso...haiz....very tired ar....sumtimes juz feel like crying....but juz can't do it......dunno lahz but it's a good thing i found my own studying place le...haha yea it's in sch...but a place which no other ppl will like it...only i will...and i find it very cooling and i can actually concentrate more.... = ) that is...S-E-C-R-E-T = )

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Thursday, October 06, 2005

Well as usual i'm "trapped" in my own little world studying for my O-level examination...haha no lahz..hmm lemme see...i've been going to the library for like...oh i lost counts...a thousand times?? haha...well...dun think he'll see my blog so i'll jus write lahz...k...kinda sad that he's not arnd....so oh well...heard that he got smth on...so wasn't really sad after all...tot was becoz of me...i duno lahz...juz felt that he's trying to avoid me or smth...or he gave me a feeling that he hates me...haiz....coz last time we're really really really very close...now...haiz....won't even tok to me...the most he'll tok to my usual gang lahz...definitely he'll not tok to me...i dunno y...did i do smth wrong?? or...offended him which i'm not aware?? Haiz...sadz...SADZ....

So far so good...beeing doing A-maths papers a lot...haha...kinda get a hand of Relative Velocity which i'm kinda thrilled...coz i actually thought of gifing up that topic...but lately ...i kinda getting to like that topic...seriously...and this morning i tried a proving trigo qn...WHOA...for my 2 yrs of secondary life...i can finally solve the qn w/o referring or asking people for help...haha...

English remedial...haiz..others manage to get 12 1/2 for paper 2...but i failed...then i let Mr Poh examined my paper...well...i've already got qn 1 wrong...coz i didn't really understand wat's the 1st paragraph was toking abt...until the end...then i understand wat's the whole passage's about...but that's only when i actually read for like 4 times...haiz...i wonder how am i gonna do for my english paper....if i fail my english paper for O-level...i'm in dead meat...haiz...coz wat's the point of studying the other topics since u can't pass english as there's nowhere u can go...neither Poly nor JC....haiz...STRESS!!!

History..yes during my revision in the library...mdm mariamah was there...so she actually summarised Germany and Russia for a few of us and..yeah a good revision I can say...and first time i can actually link everything together...and i found myself very irritating...kept asking her qns...but all i asked her actually were linked... to wat she's gonna said next...and yeah i was also helping the rest indirectly...wow...haha...Modern World History is so much interesting than i expected when she's explaining...and it's really amazing to know how humans react, wat they're thinking and adapt to the surround etc etc etc....

Okiez...i'm really really troubled whether i shld go POLY or JC...haiz...coz i think that i'm actually more suitable for POLY and many people adviced me that i'm more like a POLY person...haiz...dunno ar FAN...but qn like wat i wannna be in future...that'll be a business woman....that haf been my dream...apart from musician and kayaking instructor...haiz...sianz...singapore kids' childhood is to do well and do ur parents proud...wat a difficult task man....haiz...STUDY!!! haiz....STRESS....

Kinda miss my juniors...JUNIORS....muz do well for ur EOY examination!!! JIA YOU!!! Will visit u guys during ur marking days...= )

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Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Today is saturday...as usual i had my Japanese lang lesson...yea so far so good....

I attended a wedding dinner this evening...this wedding dinner is very special as this is the first time i'm going wif my younger sister wifout my parents. My dad wanna sleep coz he gonna wake up very early in the morning to work, my mum is working. Yea so my sis and I hafta represent my parents to attend the wedding dinner. Anyway i sat wif my dad's frens...yea i still can rmb them, some of 'em even recognise me the moment i stepped into the ballroom...it's not surprised...coz i got my father's look...so straight away they recognised me.

Well had a sumptous meal today...haha...the food at SWISSOTEL is nice...it's not too salty and not too sweet...it's just nice...my fav dish wld be the steamed red goupa. Yea...and we got shower gel as free gifts...the smell is nice...and in the shape of a heart plus the gel is red in colour...so u can imagine ...yea anyway...had a great time today...seriously...aft seeing those couples...i'm so jealous of 'em...how i hope i can be like them..so loving and get congratulated by the guests...well...i'll hafta wait till very long then...coz i doubt i can find a suitable guy whom can care for me. How i wish i can get a guy like the bridegroom...he's really romantic lohz...even go overseas wif his wife before married...haiz...i'm so jealous of the bride anyway she's my dad's friend's daughter...haha no diff...

Hmm...lemme see..oya i planned for my study time-table...WOW there's so much for me to study..so i guess i really hafta start studying tml morning...so good nite...quite sleepy aft a great meal... = )

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Saturday, October 01, 2005