♥ Audrina's Story.

Hi ppl, I'm back to blog.

At this point of time, I also dunno wat to post.

Haiz..all I know is that my 2 very close colleagues are not doing well nowadays. The 2 of 'em supposed to be very good friends but after one had transferred out, that one somehow backstabbed the other one. Haiz, I dun get it. Why ppl hafta backstab the person they work close with in order to achieve their goals? Haiz, seriously I still dun get it. This is working life. Ppl hafta survive thru all these. So forget it...I'm not working there soon...so IT'S OKIE!!! I'm not gonna bother much, I'll just be their "fan listener". Luckily they're not DJs.

K la, I very lazy to blog already. Blog another time.

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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

I'm very tired and extremely sleepy. ZZZZzzzz

I still hafta go work after that. Haiz, I've been working and working for the past 1 year. And now I hafta go and study already. What a huge turn in my life! I'm not sure if I can cope with my studies. I remembered Ranford asked me an A-maths qn, and I took very long to get the ans. OMG, I've forgotten all that I've learned. I'm sorry Ms Ang and Mrs Koh.

Feeling so shag now. I wanna sleep!!! But less than one hour I needa go work le. =(
No work, no $$. No $$, no portable keyboard. No portable keyboard, bad grades for grade 8 piano!!! Ahhh...so stress. =(

Shld I work on weekends when I start sch? I dunno. Haiz...my brain is dead now coz I went for Japanese Lesson this morn. Every sat I hafta use 99% of my brain juice on Japanese lesson, the rest of the 1% is to keep myself awake. So tiring!!!

Although my bed is diagonally behind me, I can't sleep now. If not I'll be late for work. SIANZ!!! Life is so sianz!

Now another qn is...am i supposed to fill in the credit bank account form? I think I said it wrongly but I dun care!!! Watever, it's a stupid green form. There's so many bloody procedures(sorry for using that word, but I'm really really very SHAG!!!).

I'm actually typing rubbish la, dun care me (u realise I dun haf the "haha") Yea...this shows that I'm super duper SHAG!!! Tomorrow still hafta work. Monday I still hafta work. Tues I still hafta work. Wednesday I STILL HAFTA WORK!!! Haiz...Life is kinda miserable when working all the time but DO I HAF A CHOICE?! Haiz

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Saturday, March 24, 2007

Oya, I haven't tell everyone. I've been posted to Temasek Polytechinic, Business Information Technology.

And I'm sicked now...maybe I'm too stress with the POLY administrative work. I didn't know I hafta do so much, do medical check-up, X-ray screening, filling up forms, read the guides carefully, take passport size photos, photocopy my IC and birthcert, hafta mail back etc.

So total I've spent $40.20 juz the check up, x-ray screening, photocopying and photos. Haiz...I'm going broke le...After 8th Apr, I'll be jobless. Noooo...I muz find another job. It's not gonnna last me for the end of my poly years. Haiz...but I still hafta concentrate and pass my grade 8 piano and my studies.

I'm so stressed...that's why I'm sicked...I had serious stomach ache and diarrhea this morning. Imagine you were me, hafta work and bear the pain at the same time. Worse comes to worse, I can't even sit down except for my break. So I can only squat down to stop the pain.

I learned something, I hafta pass my piano grade 8 no matter wat. So that I can be a part-time piano teacher. Good idea...haha. It's much easier than to be a sales assistant. Yeah....I've made up my mind. Muz work hard. BUT FIRST...I wanna buy a portable keyboard to practise...haiz...$$$$ It's not becoz I dun haf a piano, I haf, but it's in my sister's room. There's no privacy when I'm practising. So I'll hafta buy a portable keyboard, if not I wouldn't feel comfortable when practising.

I went to Yamaha with dar to see the keyboard. My budget is below $500. I found one le...but they don't haf the stand I want. Haiz...I'm so stressed!!! If not I would've bought the keyboard ytd. =(

OOOOhhhh and yes, Juniors if you see this, MUZ WORK HARD and GOOD LUCK for SYF. I'll go down visit u all on 29th Thurs. JIA YOU!!!

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Thursday, March 22, 2007

Haiz...I'm very very STRESSED with work lately.

No matter where I'm working, I'll hear ppl gossiping about their colleagues, hating each other, dislike each other's working performance etc.

Even when it's my first day working there...the 2 full-timers will complain to me this and that. I'm just a part-timer and it's my first day. I understand why they 2 dun like each other, but even if they want a "dummy" to listen to them, WHY ME?! I'm like so difficult la, being stucked in the middle. HAIZ!!!

All I care is...another boss still owes me my PAY!!! It's been 1 mth plus le...ARGH!!!

these are my home-coming hairstyle and make up.

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

Sorry for the inconsistent update. Hehe..

I wanted to post pics for today but WHO TOOK MY CABLE FOR THE PHONE!!! Fine, nvm...I'll post it when I find the cable. Maybe my bf took it. =(

Anyway went to student care and taught the kids to do muffins. Haha...the kids definitely had a fun time doing that. Haiz. I'm feeling so lost now. After I came back from the home-coming dinner, I felt so EXTRA there. I didn't have an assigned seat and table, so all the while I've been moving around changing seat with Qian Hui. And I'm kinda sad coz my seniors aren't close with me already. =(

I felt so LOST over there. Luckily Ching Wei and Ting Yu asked us to sit with them. If not I wouldn't know what to do man. Everyone haf there own gang. My friend is sitting in another table, and the rest nv come. Haiz...luckily I still haf Qian Hui.

How I wish my seniors and I can still be as close as last time. I don't know wat happen? Is it because of the sales thingy? I'm very sorry if you're offended by it. I've quitted and I regretted joining the company. I maybe too irritating at that time but I'm being forced by my upline. They monitor our acitivities and make sure we do our job each day.

Ever since joining that company, my friends are keeping a distance away from me already. I felt very sad about it but I'm very lucky to have my boyfriend to accompany me and share my problems when I'm stressed. However, I still wish that my seniors and I still can be like last time. Play drums together, laugh crazily, being lame etc.

Jameson dar dar, thanks for staying by my side whenever I need you. I <3 u!!

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Wednesday, March 14, 2007