♥ Audrina's Story.

This is a translation from ruixin's blog post:

We have been together for 2 years, 7 months and 3 days. It will be our 3 years anniversary in 53 days.

You are a person who likes to be romantic, you will definitely do something that will be very touching.

I can't stop smiling whenever I think about it...

Still remember, you brought me to the carnival during our first year anniversary. Thought that we will just call it a day, but I never thought of seperated from you along the way. I couldn't find you and was so anxious that I almost cry. Suddenly I heard a familiar voice from an announcement...

"Hello, are you looking for me? I know you can't see me and unable to find me too. I just want to tell you, even if I'm not by your side, I will still be with you. So, you don't have to search anymore, because so long you love me, I will stay along by your side forever and will never leave you again. Ok?"

In a blur vision, I see you coming near me and I will never forget hugging you in front of so many strangers who give us their bless to us.

I still remember, on our second anniversary, I was assigned to other country to work so we were unable to celebrate together. I was only left with less than 3 hours to rush back to Taipei, I called you but you told me you've slept, asked me to go back home early to have a rest, and talk about anything the next day.

I've bet you've forgotten what day it is that day...

I comfort myself on the way home, decided to have a feast by myself to celebrate. I switched on the livings room's light, what I saw was a dining table filled with roses surrounding a sumptous feast.

I saw something written on the side "I know you're hungry, so I've cooked for you"

I happily finished up the romantic supper you've prepared, I went in to the washroom and saw my bathtub was full of rose petals and even...warm water in it.

On the mirror, it was written "I know you are cold and tired, so I've prepared warm water for you."

I was so very surprised, don't tell me that you came before I do.

There's a pig!

Lying on the bed, smiling, looking at me and say "I know you'll miss me, so, I've waited here for you..."

Having the past 2 experience, I'm very curious.

53 days later, what kind of romantic stuff is waiting for me?

50 days...you said you've not been feeling well, so I accompanied you to go for a check-up

45 days....the medical report is out, you laughed and said you were scaring yourself.

40 days...while working, I received a call from your colleague saying you've fainted.

35 days...you've hospitalised, you joked and said it is an excuse to skip work.

30 days...finally you can't hide from me anymore, cancer of the stomach...last stage...

25 days...you still wouldn't let me take care of you.

20 days...you simply ignore the fact that both my eyes were filled with tears, the only ONE time that I stepped into the ward to take a look at you, you only passed me a letter...and then you said two words "GET OUT"

15 days...you went into a serious coma and you were being sent into the operation room.

10 days...I remembered the letter, I took out and read...then I cried but tears just couldn't come out from my eyes.

5 days...you left the intensive care, although you've come round, doctor told me "please be mentally prepared"

0 days...this day...is the day that everything turns to zero. I finally....finally before you close both of your eyes, I said "I....don't love...you anymore..."

"I don't love you anymore"

Finally....

Till now, this letter still left a deep impresion in the bottom of my heart...

"...I know I have not much time left...sorry...unable to celebrate our 3rd annversary...I said before 'so long you love me, I will stay along by your side forever and will never leave you again.' However, I can't even fulfill this little promise to you, and even said that 'I know you will miss me, so no matter what, I will wait for you here'

But today, I can't continue with myh life...

Now, a person who can't even stay by your side, how can he beg you to love him?

Now, a person who can't stand here and wait for you, how can he bear to see you miss him?

to be contiued

3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Juz to tell everyone...I GOT MY DRIVING LICENSE...FINALLY after my 2nd attempt.

Phew....it was a very INTERESTING test I can say. ^-^V

Haiz but very sad...muz wait till 6-8 weeks then can get my driving license card...but I actually can start driving now coz I got the letter as a proof that I passed my test. Wooohooo I also got my P-plate alreaedy...WHEEE hahahahahaha

Really muz thank my tester. At first I thought I'm doomed this time round...coz the start I already made a huge mstake coz i too kan chiong...then wrong position to turn right...but overall was ok..but I didn't do S-course and crank course...LUCKY sia...haha i very scared I'll mount kerb for that wan coz during the test I was very nervous. Lolz...my first circuit course was parallel parking and then we wait for the previous car to finish his or her parking. Then he help me put neutral gear and hand-brake. I was so anxious and nervous until I still pressing the clutch and brake and my legs wereshaking like mad.

Haha then he lecture me by saying "relax..dun be so tensed up. When ur nerves breaking, u cannot focus and drive. How to drive when your legs are so tensed." Lolz...haha then I did parallel parking, directional change, slope and vertical parking. Vertical parking was the last one I did in the circuit then he asked me "you want to continue with the circuit courses or you want to go to the road?" Then i HUH?! He repeat his question then I think for awhile...then i replied "ROAD"...Haha phew... I rather go to the road lo...I dunno why that day I very nervous when I'm in the circuit. Lolz. I thin he know I very nervous that's why let me choose.

I also became a bit confident then he asked me "you know how to go out to the road?"
I replied "ya , i know."
Then he said "ok find a way to go out to the road"
Then i "hor, ok"

Then I drive out lo...but before I got near the entrance, he suddenly said "you can choose any route you want"
Then I "HUH?!"
Then he said "you never practise meh? you choose lah..left or right"
Then I "HUH?! Hor ok"

Damn funny...throughout the whole test I kept "HUH?!" at him..lolz

Lolz...since he said that then I drove all the way left. Hahaha...like that I can prevent from being penalised of not keeping on the left of the road. Lolz...since I get to choose the route. I damn confident already. Haha damn smooth all the way on the road...then when I'm about to get near a junction...

He say "you know how to go back school?"
I replied "ya..."
He say "ok then you go back school now"
I replied "ok =)"

Lolz...all was all right until I reach the school. Then suddenly say "find a safe area to park the car"
Then i was thinking wat he meant by safe area.
Then I turn right then I forgot have zebra crossing...then forgot to look out for pedestrian...then he say "WAIT...you got see pedestrian"
Then I "OH..."
then was thinking...SHIT LA....this time confirm fail liao la...i was so distracted by his question "safe area" then i never notice the pedestrian.

Then i very sadly parked my car then he went upstairs already then i faster take my bags and i followed up. Lolz.

Damn sad la...throughout walking to the tester office. Then he asked me to sit down. Then he went to print out the result slip. Then the next table also got one candidate and the tester. The tester ask if she know wat's her mistake then told her to go to the room to watch a video. The video is actually for those who've passed, then let them see a "education" video on safety driving.

Then after she left, my tester came to sit down and asked me
"you know where's your mistakes?"
I replied " ya..the starting my positioning...."
Then he stopped me and asked "you got hear what the tester told that candidate?"
Then i said "ya...her parallel parking.."
Then he said "no...u got hear where he asked the candidate to go to?"
Then i said "ya..."
Then he stand up and passed me the paper "follow the candidate"

Then i stunt...coz I didn't expect that to happen...and I wasn't prepared for aniting too. Then i asked "HUH?! I PASSED AR?!"
Then i looked at the paper... "PASSED"

Then I almost cry...There were tears in my eyes...then I said very loud "THANK YOU" ..then I left the room. Lolz!!!

3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Yeah finally changed a new blogskin..took me quite long to find a nice wan and hafta change the details.

Going to highlight my hair with ruixin and deirdre later...Chaoz =)

3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

I want to travel around the world...although somtimes I like to stay at home and chill by myself...

I still wanna be in a different place, a different world to explore...and a different experience to gain. That's why if people ask me..I would LOVE to travel around the world.

I've been to Bintan, Indonesia and I fell in love with the sea, night view, stars and the first time I get to see SCORPIO. It's very nice. I still rmb the place I stayed at it's called LOOLA, a beach "resort" haha. It's a secondary school leadership training camp. =)

Malaysia is a definite becoz my mum was a Malaysian and since young I've been travelling to Malaysia from Johor, to Kota Tinggi, to Perak, to Ipoh, to Arostar (not sure of the spelling). My grandma stay in Perak so almost every Chinese New Year I'll go to Perak to celebrate...I prefer the atmosphere there...

Ya and my dad used to drive his passenger van from Singapore all the way up to Arostar then to Thailand. It's damn cool. If I'm not wrong, we went to Bangkok and Chiang Mai and Phuket Island. =)

I went to Tioman Island before...that's in Malaysia haha...then went to China twice. Once is school fieldtrip and the other one is travel with my family. My boyfriend went with my family too.

These are photos taken during the school fieldtrip. =)

Went to Taiwan too...but didn't like the tour group and the tour guide. Haha...I've decided to planned my trip to Taiwan myself...haha I can choose to go where I want anyway =)

I guess the most unforgettable trip will be Malaysia trip with Rui Xin, Arvind, Kang Jie and Chin Wee. First time going overseas with friends (apart from school stuff of coz, coz w/o teachers). A very impromptu and fun trip that I will definitely rmb. We get to be independent and to plan our route when everthing is all LAST MIN. Ok I can't wait for the next Malaysia trip with them this coming HOLIDAY!!! Wooohooo

My dreamed country to go is JAPAN!!! Wooohooo!!! Haiz..actually can go Vietnam wan lo...coz there's a wedding dinner there but clash with my school day...and not very closed relative also. Missed a chance to go Vietnam. Nvm...there's always a chance to go. I believe!!!

3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3

Sunday, January 04, 2009

Ok juz gonna update a couple of stuff since I'm a bit emo now and people have been bugging me to update so here we go...

Recently juz changed my N73 to Samsung F480 (gold colour) and I noticed a couple of people having tis phone.

So here the front view...

The front view with cover (so it's gold)

Actually I wanted a pink wan...but no stock (sadz...so nice!!)

Yup actually wanted to change to Deirdre's phone, Sony Ericsson G900

Sorry I know the image looks a bit cui

Anyway yea was talking about phone...sian leh...wanted this phone but dun haf stock...so the sales girl recommended samsung F480 but I want pink...dun haf stock oso...sianz I like G900 coz it has WIFI function...F480 doesn't have.

Okie you've seen enough pictures rite? Coz I'm actually clueless of wat to update...2008 has been a very stressful and disastrous year...my resolution for 2009 would be A BETTER year, better economy coz I dun want to be jobless once I gradate and everyone to be happy =)

Actually now I'm having stomach ache...probably is yesterday's KFC meal...coz my stomach has not been feeling good....so I'm going to the toilet now...CHAOZ!!!

Yup a lot of things has happened especially to our BEN BEN ...seriously very happening !!!

Next person is our SHA SHA who is also very happening but not as happening as BEN BEN

Last person I wanna say is DUMB DUMB...faster leh...we all waiting for you to have girls outing and girls talk. I can't wait for BUFFET!!! Wahaha!!!

3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3

Saturday, January 03, 2009