♥ Audrina's Story.

-Audrina Ng- -25th April 1989-
-Barely legal, 20 yrs old-
-Tampines North Pri Sch-
-Pasir Ris Sec Sch Chinese Orchestra-
-Temasek Polytechnic Business IT-

*M.A.C.H.Y*
*Prss 4e7 '05*
*TP BIT 1E05 '07*
*my BIT babes (deirdre, rui xin & jenny)*
*Pink and Red roses*
*Sleep*
*Shopping*
*Strawberry Milk Shake*
*Hanging out with my BIT friends*

>Cigarettes smell<
>things losing control<
>backstabbers<
>hyporcrite<

~~~A driving license~~~
~~~$$ to upgrade my retarded lap-top!!!~~~
~New highlight for my hair~
~A new handbag~
~A new pair of shoes~
~More top~
~More bottom~
~Travel around the world aft graduate~
~Lotz and Lotz of $$$$$$~

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

<=GONGDUMBSHABEN=>
*Deirdre aka Sha Sha*
*JNeez aka Dumb Dumb*
*Rui Xin aka Ben Ben*

<=BIT peeps=>
*BIT IG*
*Chris*
*Debbie*
*Farah*
*Iqmalia*
*Jayne*
*Jeremy Lim*
*Jessie*
*John*
*Kristen*
*Nura*
*Nuraini*
*Taufiq*
*Wang Zai (Joshua)*
*Xue Ping*

<=BIT Freshies=>
*Qian Hui (junior)*
*Qing Long*
*Rena (junior)*
*Xiu Hui (junior)

<=TP peeps=>
*Han Peng*
*Lestari*
*Qian Yu*
*Serene (psychology)*

<=M.A.C.H (PRSS)=>
*m.a.Cheryl.h*
*m.a.c.Hui Min*
*Michelle.a.c.h*

<=PRSS peeps=>
*Kingston*
*Joshua*
*PRSS CO*
*PRSSCO Percussion*
*Rena*
*Shiqi*
*Si Han*
*mr Wong Wei Long*
*Xin Er*
*Yan Ting*
*Zhiyi*

<=PRSS CO seniors=>
*Chang Yu*
*Eddie*
*Hailing*
*Hui Lin*
*Sharyl*
*Yi Ling*

<=PRSS CO juniors=>
*Brian*
*Emily(Perc)*
*Hui Rong*
*Kok Peng*
*Mei Hui*
*Mei Zhen*
*Qianhui*
*Wan Zhuang*
*Xuan Hui*
*Yan Peng*

<=TNPS cum PRSS peeps=>
*Cindy*
*DiXoN*

<=TNPS peeps=>
*Guo Qiang*
*Michelle Kong*

<=Chinese Orchestra Friends=>
*Jeremy(Perc)*
*Raymond*
*Wei Ming*

<=Kayaking=>
*Bernard*

<=Celebrities=>
*Felicia Chin*
*Show Luo Zhi Xiang 羅志祥*
*SS501*

<=Favourite Blog=>
Ban Ban
Stickgal

<=Shopping Time=>
Amber of Autumn
Blessed Beau
Dainty Romance
Elegantpalace Bags
Esprit 1978
Fashion House
Fast Deal Right Now
Female Beauty (Masks)
Just Shop
Love Shopping Shopping
My Pulchritude
Online Pasar Malam
Princess Closet
Princess In Style
Shoppholic
Shopaholic-area
Thgirls Blogshop
Tiramiss You
Uniquely Us
Vintage Heroine

<=Designer=>
Michelle

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I looked at ur photos, a lot of qns popped into my head....

how are you doing now? I'm so sorry that i hurt you but it's the best solution i guess....

you seems to have slim down a lot....from the photos are i saw from fb. I think I really hurt you very badly but I didn't mean to. I think it's best that we two move on and not cling on to this relationship coz eventually it won't turn out well. Pressure from all sides and factors really made me tired of holding u back.

You told me before that if I want to give up on this relationship, I need to tell you so that we both can move on. I did, but seems like you find it difficult to do so. I know you have been blaming me for giving up on this relationship is it because of other courtships or i'm in love with another guy. It is not and I've told you the reasons several times but you didn't believe it.

That day you smsed me, I nv tell u the answer straightaway is becoz I don't want you to move around blindly like a lost sheep. I'm not a girl that is worth for you to do this. I don't deserve it. I was really touched when you told me you've started working already. But...I don't want you to work juz to win my heart back or juz to prove that you are hardworking and not lazy. What's all in the past, has passed. I really hope you can focus on your studies and graduate. You need to find a stable and well-paid job with this certification. You know very well.

I hope you can move on already because I am doing it now. Trying to.....really and ya, actually sometimes I find that I am not compatible to you coz sometimes you compare urself with me, I am really lousy and stupid. I am a person who cannot study well but you can. You can get in NTU, I can't. You have a brighter future, I maybe dun have. You are more delligent than me, I am lazier. You are smarter indeed. Then why did you like me in the first place when we were together you confessed that you find me stupid when you know about my o-level results.

Nevertheless, we shared happy and sad memories during our 4 years relationship. I really hope that you can find a better girl....a much much much better girl than me. Wish you all the best in your future endeavours. Good luck in your studies.

Actually I don't know you can read all these. But I didn't purposely type all these for you to read. Is juz that I feel like saying but nowhere to say, so I post it in the blog.

3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3

Sunday, March 21, 2010