♥ Audrina's Story.

♥ Audrina's Story .

-Audrina Ng- -25th April 1989-
-Barely legal, 20 yrs old-
-Tampines North Pri Sch-
-Pasir Ris Sec Sch Chinese Orchestra-
-Temasek Polytechnic Business IT-

*M.A.C.H.Y*
*Prss 4e7 '05*
*TP BIT 1E05 '07*
*my BIT babes (deirdre, rui xin & jenny)*
*Pink and Red roses*
*Sleep*
*Shopping*
*Strawberry Milk Shake*
*Hanging out with my BIT friends*

>Cigarettes smell<
>things losing control<
>backstabbers<
>hyporcrite<

~~~A driving license~~~
~~~$$ to upgrade my retarded lap-top!!!~~~
~New highlight for my hair~
~A new handbag~
~A new pair of shoes~
~More top~
~More bottom~
~Travel around the world aft graduate~
~Lotz and Lotz of $$$$$$~

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

<=GONGDUMBSHABEN=>
*Deirdre aka Sha Sha*
*JNeez aka Dumb Dumb*
*Rui Xin aka Ben Ben*

<=BIT peeps=>
*BIT IG*
*Chris*
*Debbie*
*Farah*
*Iqmalia*
*Jayne*
*Jeremy Lim*
*Jessie*
*John*
*Kristen*
*Nura*
*Nuraini*
*Taufiq*
*Wang Zai (Joshua)*
*Xue Ping*

<=BIT Freshies=>
*Qian Hui (junior)*
*Qing Long*
*Rena (junior)*
*Xiu Hui (junior)

<=TP peeps=>
*Han Peng*
*Lestari*
*Qian Yu*
*Serene (psychology)*

<=M.A.C.H (PRSS)=>
*m.a.Cheryl.h*
*m.a.c.Hui Min*
*Michelle.a.c.h*

<=PRSS peeps=>
*Kingston*
*Joshua*
*PRSS CO*
*PRSSCO Percussion*
*Rena*
*Shiqi*
*Si Han*
*mr Wong Wei Long*
*Xin Er*
*Yan Ting*
*Zhiyi*

<=PRSS CO seniors=>
*Chang Yu*
*Eddie*
*Hailing*
*Hui Lin*
*Sharyl*
*Yi Ling*

<=PRSS CO juniors=>
*Brian*
*Emily(Perc)*
*Hui Rong*
*Kok Peng*
*Mei Hui*
*Mei Zhen*
*Qianhui*
*Wan Zhuang*
*Xuan Hui*
*Yan Peng*

<=TNPS cum PRSS peeps=>
*Cindy*
*DiXoN*

<=TNPS peeps=>
*Guo Qiang*
*Michelle Kong*

<=Chinese Orchestra Friends=>
*Jeremy(Perc)*
*Raymond*
*Wei Ming*

<=Kayaking=>
*Bernard*

<=Celebrities=>
*Felicia Chin*
*Show Luo Zhi Xiang 羅志祥*
*SS501*

<=Favourite Blog=>
Ban Ban
Stickgal

<=Shopping Time=>
Amber of Autumn
Blessed Beau
Dainty Romance
Elegantpalace Bags
Esprit 1978
Fashion House
Fast Deal Right Now
Female Beauty (Masks)
Just Shop
Love Shopping Shopping
My Pulchritude
Online Pasar Malam
Princess Closet
Princess In Style
Shoppholic
Shopaholic-area
Thgirls Blogshop
Tiramiss You
Uniquely Us
Vintage Heroine

<=Designer=>
Michelle

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This is a translation from ruixin's blog post:

We have been together for 2 years, 7 months and 3 days. It will be our 3 years anniversary in 53 days.

You are a person who likes to be romantic, you will definitely do something that will be very touching.

I can't stop smiling whenever I think about it...

Still remember, you brought me to the carnival during our first year anniversary. Thought that we will just call it a day, but I never thought of seperated from you along the way. I couldn't find you and was so anxious that I almost cry. Suddenly I heard a familiar voice from an announcement...

"Hello, are you looking for me? I know you can't see me and unable to find me too. I just want to tell you, even if I'm not by your side, I will still be with you. So, you don't have to search anymore, because so long you love me, I will stay along by your side forever and will never leave you again. Ok?"

In a blur vision, I see you coming near me and I will never forget hugging you in front of so many strangers who give us their bless to us.

I still remember, on our second anniversary, I was assigned to other country to work so we were unable to celebrate together. I was only left with less than 3 hours to rush back to Taipei, I called you but you told me you've slept, asked me to go back home early to have a rest, and talk about anything the next day.

I've bet you've forgotten what day it is that day...

I comfort myself on the way home, decided to have a feast by myself to celebrate. I switched on the livings room's light, what I saw was a dining table filled with roses surrounding a sumptous feast.

I saw something written on the side "I know you're hungry, so I've cooked for you"

I happily finished up the romantic supper you've prepared, I went in to the washroom and saw my bathtub was full of rose petals and even...warm water in it.

On the mirror, it was written "I know you are cold and tired, so I've prepared warm water for you."

I was so very surprised, don't tell me that you came before I do.

There's a pig!

Lying on the bed, smiling, looking at me and say "I know you'll miss me, so, I've waited here for you..."

Having the past 2 experience, I'm very curious.

53 days later, what kind of romantic stuff is waiting for me?

50 days...you said you've not been feeling well, so I accompanied you to go for a check-up

45 days....the medical report is out, you laughed and said you were scaring yourself.

40 days...while working, I received a call from your colleague saying you've fainted.

35 days...you've hospitalised, you joked and said it is an excuse to skip work.

30 days...finally you can't hide from me anymore, cancer of the stomach...last stage...

25 days...you still wouldn't let me take care of you.

20 days...you simply ignore the fact that both my eyes were filled with tears, the only ONE time that I stepped into the ward to take a look at you, you only passed me a letter...and then you said two words "GET OUT"

15 days...you went into a serious coma and you were being sent into the operation room.

10 days...I remembered the letter, I took out and read...then I cried but tears just couldn't come out from my eyes.

5 days...you left the intensive care, although you've come round, doctor told me "please be mentally prepared"

0 days...this day...is the day that everything turns to zero. I finally....finally before you close both of your eyes, I said "I....don't love...you anymore..."

"I don't love you anymore"

Finally....

Till now, this letter still left a deep impresion in the bottom of my heart...

"...I know I have not much time left...sorry...unable to celebrate our 3rd annversary...I said before 'so long you love me, I will stay along by your side forever and will never leave you again.' However, I can't even fulfill this little promise to you, and even said that 'I know you will miss me, so no matter what, I will wait for you here'

But today, I can't continue with myh life...

Now, a person who can't even stay by your side, how can he beg you to love him?

Now, a person who can't stand here and wait for you, how can he bear to see you miss him?

to be contiued

3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3

Thursday, January 22, 2009